Tick.

I am in love with You

You are all my heart desires

Let my life be a fragrant offering to You

Tock.

Sin has knocked on my door

And I have let it in

Let my desires come before Yours - or anyone else's for that matter

Tick.

Love, joy, peace

Tock.

Envy, bitterness, cynicism

Tick.

You, You, You

Tock.

Me, me, me

Ti-

Now here I am

In between swings

Obfuscated, confused

I love my life

And hate it simultaneously

I do not deserve You

Consume me God

Consume me in Your purifying fire

Burn away all of Me

Make me new.